When you feel ‘not Trustworthy’

Before this corona pandemic, the situation of people was as usual normal, but now, having passed this second wave, life takes a speed to come back on regular track. Some people have been on working pre lockdown. So, they don’t feel awful for being jobless, with the new concept; called work from home, they have been managing to do their work. However, a huge section of the population is facing hardships to get a job. The situation is tough but this night, I’m looking for my north star. I know the direction but the problem is darkness. I feel unable to find my way, the north direction. 

Many times I feel to quit this game to find the north star. You have loved ones who are there, like torches to you. They can help you to find out the way towards the north star. If one of the torches is blinking amid the darkness then how would you react to it? You believe someone and that person are uncertain about his faith in you, how would you feel? The comment box is open for your answer.

I think this is my dilemma to choose a blinking torch. I had to check it out appropriately, before preferring it. Likewise, I was supposed to trust in someone and work for that person, who trusted in me. I must have checked his trust in me. However, the person is closet, you have to think hundred times before showing affection and love towards him. I have been thinking about that breaking belief. Yet, I have been trying to convince my heart Let it go and Forgive. But, the complexity of this situation is, it can raise a question about your self-confidence, your work ethic. If the person gets your precious time to solve his or her problem then the person has to maintain the decorum of personal and professional relationships. It is hard for me to accept it.

Now, because of my situation, where I’m looking for something, I can’t allow anyone and anything to make me feel unconfident and disturb my peace. This experience taught me that_ aid is important to the person, who believes in you and deserve it.

Published by Anand Mokal

A good reader on the way to become a good writer...

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